Having what you want flaunted around me and not being able to just have it. I have so many could have beens in my life.. and I wish I could make them mine. I wish I could just get up and grab what I want and not let my fear get in the way..
I think the best way for me to do that is by becoming detached so I can go for what I want and not be so afraid of what I lose..
It’s weird, I’ve wanted this for so long and have wondered why it hasn’t happened to me and now that it has.. it kinda sucks.
So this weekend I finished my desk- which I am really proud of, and my closet is almost complete.
This means that within the next few days I am going to be able to bring my bed back in and start decorating. I have a wishlist of all the things I NEED for my room.
4. some realllly cool art
I plan on getting these things at Anthro and Antique shops all over Topanga and Ventura. This will be quite an adventure. I think that I am going to find really nice stuff and it will be a really great project to keep me busy. more pics to come.